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Friday, December 9, 2011
09TH NOVEMBER 2011 ? 09TH DECEMBER 2011 ? IS IT REALLY ENDED? Everything's gone like that? Ytd reached Sg, Chatting on phone w/ Darren,Desmond,JiaEn~ Till morning 6 plus. but half way through there's some problem. so end called. and talked w/ jia en till morning 6am~ Seriously, my tears! Full up the bottle -.- Am i donation tears? Seriously, I never expected that i'll cry for it. I will be so sad over for it. It's not the first person that hurt me. Through of 16, all has been hurting so deeply.~ Now? I tot i won't give a fcking damm on it. But yet? I was like crying like hell? Even sissy and mommy scold me dumb. Friends say i silly. Just becus of you, i pay 1000 fine. you know why? You dislike me dance, Fine, i quit and i ended 4yrs contract. Pay 1000 fine?? I know i'm silly. kinda silly. and just payed~ Yet once i back, IT'S HAPPENED EVERYTHING! Seriously, I would never expected.... No one expect that this will happen, is like taking a knife stab in my heart deeply. Seriously, i'm uselss maybe. I couldn't be as perfect as her. I couldn't give what you want. I wasn't that good enough for you. I know, I admit i'm silly, foolish. But i'm not a toy for u play. I can't play with. Sorry. Idk whether you've been truely all what. I never suspect you before, but base on it, i believe, you know what you did. You don't feel that it's hurtful, but the person that u hurt it's so hurtful. Maybe it's crap. But seriously, i trying my best to hold on, Hold tight, as what you told me, and with de promises and deal! I always carry it, When month anniversary, I say happy month to you, Yet?! What you did?? never even reply, fine. i know mayb you're busy. But neither reply others? Kay, i don't chap this. But seriously, did you know, or remember everything you say or did? Haish, nbm. I just wanna a full explaination and reason from u thats all. And not just becus of someone and someone that u mention~ Cause someone had told me. ~ Haish, nbm, today mommy birthday yet make me cry at cwp infront bunch ppl -.- freak! Haish, kays, moody sorry~ |
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